Cloudy

Sometimes your mind gets too clouded with what you want to believe and this whole imaginary image of how you would like things to be. But like when a thunderstorm is over, suddenly there is a rainbow and everything once again becomes clear to you. Or maybe it might take awhile, but the rainbow will come.

Hmm, its like having myopia, having your glasses taken away from you for a long time. You cant seem to find your way around, feel lost, use your hands to try to grope around and try to find something familiar to hold on to, but in vain. You start crying and crying but this long maze seems never-ending. Till you suddenly get lasik (yes, I am totally random), and everything is crystal clear. Too clear that you have a hard time taking everything, reality, in. You might even get too overwhelmed and start crying, but this time, tears of joy. You start seeing everything as it is. And damn, you've been blinded all this while. Thanks to the eye doctor who gave you Lasik (*hehehe)

But you know, as I've always believed, everything happens for a reason. You may hate it now, but one day, you'll look back and understand why. You might even start laughing at yourself for being such a joke.

A blessing in disguise, that's what people call it.