25 Feb 2014

Supper was good as usual last night. Supper is always good. My dad then suggested going for a drive. Or okay, it was me. Late night car drives are good. I love them.

We drove for a long long time. Almost an hour?

The drive along Changi was awesome. We were right next to the airport so we could see planes taking off or landing almost every few minutes. There was once, a plane was directly overhead us.

It also reminded me of how I was gonna be one of those planes soon. And that thought kinda made me feel really sad. There would be lots of different people on the planes. Happy ones, sad ones, ones without much emotions. The happy ones would be those returning home, going on a holiday, visiting a loved one, etc. The ones without emotions would be those that were indifferent, it didn't really matter where they were and just moved along as life's circumstances pushed them on. The sad ones would be those, leaving singapore, away from home or idk what else. I guess I happen to fall into the sad ones group.

Then, returning to the awesome car ride.

The radio was suddenly playing lots of nice songs that I enjoyed. It was awesome and all my worries flew away with the wind. Taadaahhh.

24 Feb 2014

Poof! Hi everybody! 

Why does February only have 28 days? 

Goodbyes

Sometimes I just don't hate it when people say goodbye to me. Though it's good manners, I just feel that goodbye somehow seems like you're not gonna see that person again? It seems like it's a forever thing. That th person will never appear in your life again. 

Don't say goodbyes. Goodbyes are always hard and painful. I don't like it at all/ 

Say, see you again. Or something like that. Anything except goodbye. 

20 Feb 2014

Last night I was lying in bed, trying to fall asleep. I recently started to take note of the dates and days. My three months of summer break is quickly coming to an end. Three months is a long long time. Its probably so long that I took it for granted. I kept thinking to that I had a lot of time ahead, so I took my own time with things. I took my own sweet time. A perfect example would be: BTT.

But the days spent in Singapore were somehow... mehhhh. I probably had too much time. I often, and still do, spend my days just being plain lazy. Lazy to a point of being a sloth, a useless bum. I just bum around, with nothing to do. Its kind of… sad? I was like waiting. Waiting for what? Hahaha I have no idea. Just waiting for something to happen. But of course, there are the good times too which I will always remember. 

Now, its time to head back soon. However, I am scared. Scared of heading back to Australia, scared to face my life in australia which I have completely forgotten about. I wonder if its all gonna be back to square one again. Well, I'll won't know till I am back. 

I could hear my heat beating

I could hear everyones heart

I could hear the human noise we sather making

not one of us moving

not even when the room went dark.

17 Feb 2014

My favourite of all times. Teehee.

I've been spending much less time on this space compared to last time. I can't decide if its a good thing. But I do know when I get back to oz, I'll end up back on this space.

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14 feb 2014

happy valentine's everyone! 

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1995

"I kind of see this all love as this, escape for two people who don’t know how to be alone. People always talk about how love is this totally unselfish, giving thing, but if you think about it, there’s nothing more selfish.” - Before Sunrise (1995)

06 Feb 2014

"We are like butterflies who flutter for a day and think that its forever." 

- Carl Sagan 

#ootd

Some random #ootd I took before heading out for dinner with the family yesterday. While everyone was uploading their #ootd picture on day 1/2 of CNY, I didn't cause 1. I was in a bad mood. 2. The picture looked bad. 3. I was in a bad mood. 

Hahahhaha. This was day 4 and when I dug out this old dress I bought online a long time ago. 

BTT tomorrow??!

Urghhh, I've got my BTT test tomorrow!!! I've waited two months for this day to come and now I am freaking out. I have yet to fully master the handbook and am trying my best to attempt the trial questions, while getting plenty of wrong answers. Well if I fail, which I am not considering that as an option, I will have to wait another two months or till my next break. And thats horrible!! :( 

I've gotta pass this and get it over and done with! While many think that I am gonna be a major road hazard, I am gonna prove everyone wrong!!!