These days I haven't been up to much except for rushing for assignments late into the night in school or hanging out at the same few places. Its been pretty boring, and more like a routine? But its good for me I guess. For someone like me, who has always never stuck to something for long, its good. Trains me, toughens me up and helps me calm down. I find myself calmer, more relaxed and stress free nowadays. I have a good time hanging out with my friends who honestly, have been the best to me. I can't even ask for more. They are always so patient and accommodating with me. We laugh at the smallest things together, and joke together (though I am always the one being made fun of) but its such things which is probably what I am going to miss most about my university life here and what makes up my university life. I also try to refrain myself from doing anything that I know is not good for me (I wonder why I didn't do so previously??), be it physically or emotionally. Man, I even cut down on my coke intake if you are talking about health-wise and haven't been drinking much bubble tea. Haha, wait till I am back in singapore. I ll probably be drinking lots of Koi bubble tea. *drools, slurps, dreams*.
I've also learnt to appreciate my surroundings more. And I secretly think and would like to say that I've gotten braver! I no longer have to call my mom while walking back in the dark or start freaking out and feeling scared. I actually enjoy those walks back alone in the dark. I just feel happy walking back, taking my own time, at my own pace and listening to any song I feel like listening to. Though I always get very very frustrated choosing a song which suits my mood cause I just can't make up my mind and by the time I've made up my mind, I would have reached my destination. So usually, I would stop in the middle of my tracks to choose a song. I've also started to fall even more in love with the night sky here. The sky here is beautiful??! Remember how I always used to complain about how useless the street lamps are? And how they are somewhat non-existent? Well, I realised a good thing about that. Its cause of these "non-existent" street lamps that I hate so much that I am able to enjoy the starry night sky so much. Hahaha how weird the world works right and God's plans for you. Yeppp, so far I am able to recognise the Orion Belt, False Cross and Southern Cross. And Mars is actually visible from here. How amazeballzzz.
Okay, till the next time!
I've also learnt to appreciate my surroundings more. And I secretly think and would like to say that I've gotten braver! I no longer have to call my mom while walking back in the dark or start freaking out and feeling scared. I actually enjoy those walks back alone in the dark. I just feel happy walking back, taking my own time, at my own pace and listening to any song I feel like listening to. Though I always get very very frustrated choosing a song which suits my mood cause I just can't make up my mind and by the time I've made up my mind, I would have reached my destination. So usually, I would stop in the middle of my tracks to choose a song. I've also started to fall even more in love with the night sky here. The sky here is beautiful??! Remember how I always used to complain about how useless the street lamps are? And how they are somewhat non-existent? Well, I realised a good thing about that. Its cause of these "non-existent" street lamps that I hate so much that I am able to enjoy the starry night sky so much. Hahaha how weird the world works right and God's plans for you. Yeppp, so far I am able to recognise the Orion Belt, False Cross and Southern Cross. And Mars is actually visible from here. How amazeballzzz.
Okay, till the next time!
Expect nothing, Appreciate everything.
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