While everyone is already in their dreamland, here I am in the library mugging for my mid-semester. Yes, I am actually putting in more effort this time round this semester. Its my last year and I really want to do well and not look back, wishing I had put in more efforts and not wasted it on some stupid stuffs. Other than thinking of nonsense, of course.
Quote of the week for me. *drum rolls, clap hands*
These days I find myself dreaming a lot. Weird thing is, I actually wake up remembering these dreams. And it feels so real and kinda hits me. You know how people always say what you think about in the day can affect what you dream about at night? Well, it sort of applies to me now. And its scary! Cause sometimes, I actually start confusing these dreams for reality. I seem to have trouble differentiating whether the dream really took place in real life. Like did it happen? or was it a dream? Considering that I have very bad memory. Sometimes I even have problems remember what I did the day before etc. That makes matters worse.
And and, I realised, well yes it did take me awhile, but I am such a day dreamer???!!? I can literally start day-dreaming anytime, anywhere. Especially when I am alone, like on the bus or what. And I can even start giggling or laughing sometimes. Or also, become very very sad. Affecting my mood. You know, as if you suddenly recall something very funny. Oh and that happens to me too.
Sometimes I think I am going crazy.
Need to snap out of it.
"The invention of the ship was also the invention of the shipwreck." - Paul Virilio
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