Looking back at 2012

I guess to sum 2012 up, it wasn't really a fantastic year for me. I remember it being filled with lots of tears and sorrow. I remember breaking down alot of times and wanting to shut the world out.

But of course, 2012 also had its good times. I met a group of friends I really enjoy hanging out with and know that they were different from the other so called "friends" I had. I became best friends with Mae and never ever regretted it.

In 2012, I actually finished my diploma and started university overseas. I sort of "matured" in a way and started taking things seriously and got down to lots of serious thinking which of course also played a part in making me more emotional than ever.

I learnt that my family was and will always be my everything and how much they've done for me. I started to treasure my relationships with my family members more and wanted to spend more time with them.

I realised what and who was important and unimportant. Who cared and who didnt. Who mattered and who doesn't. I saw the true colours of many and learnt to let go and move on. I realised who I needed in my life.

I got to know myself better and stopped doing lots of silly things and being so reckless. I started thinking of what kind of person I was and what I did previously. I had lots of regrets and told myself never to repeat those mistakes.