"I spent my entire life trying to capture the decisive moment. But every moment in life was the decisive moment." -Henry Cartier-Bresson
That fluttery feeling, feeling of puppy love. The constant checking of phone all the time to check if you have any messages, the urge to text the person so badly yet you want to control yourself so badly. How time passes so quickly when you're with each other and no amount of time seems enough while you both are together. fretting over what to wear, makeup to put before meeting the person in real life. is my makeup too thick? would this dress be overdoing it? would this seem too casual and heck-care? tossing and turning in bed all night, unable to sleep cause your mind keeps running on about you and him. smiling at your phone unconsciously without even realising it till your friends make fun of you.
Its been a long time since I've felt all these. Maybe it sounds too secondary school or childish. But i miss those feelings and am jealous of those who feel them. Sometimes I wanna experience these feelings all over again, yet I constantly remind myself, maybe its cause its been such a long time since such stuff, that I am no longer that sappy emotional kid, moaping over some guy and being all miserable and heartbroken.
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