Today I was having this conversation with my mother and realised that instead of sitting here in my pool of "agony", whining and expecting something to happen without doing anything, its time for me to actually do something to my life, for myself! Okay well, honestly quite a few people had already had this "talk" with me giving me lots of advice but stubborn me refused to listen. Well, till now. BUT, I am having exams now.
Plans to be carried out IMMEDIATELY after exams:
1. Elimination of negative people and thoughts.
This is probably the hardest step but the most important one.
Well for me, I love tumblr. In fact, tumblr has become a very important daily routine for me. I will scroll through tumblr every night b4 falling asleep and saying my prayers. Well, its not really tumblr's fault. Its just the tumblr sites I follow. Well, those emotional shitzzz. And honestly it doesn't help at all that this happens at night, where I am lying in bed, in the darkness and my thoughts just start running wild.
Sometimes me and my friend we always say that we're #fanjian. We know very well that something/someone is not good for us. It makes us unhappy, upset, demoralised. Yet, we still keep on doing it. Its like having a bad cough and yet you keep drinking soda drinks and refuse to drink water. You're just asking for it and when turbulence hits, you have no one to blame but yourself.
2. LOOK FORWARD TO MY BIG PLANS!
3. Appreciate how blessed I am. *Needless to say, but sometimes a small reminder wont harm.
4. No more emotional posts. (Or at least cut down massively on them.)
"darling, the world's not really against you. the only thing that's against you in yourself."
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