30th June 2013.

Half of 2013 has flown by just like that.

Sometimes I look at people, they seem to have everything under control. They know what they want, their goals in life and they got the whole "life" thing going all right and perfect. I wonder, did they rack their brains for hours, days and years on what they should do? Or was it just a lucky hit-and-run. Or is it just a strong front they're putting up. How many of us actually know what we're gonna do in the future? If you ask me if I've made any plans after university, clearly I have not. I am just taking everyday slowly as it goes by. On the other hand, some have their whole life planned out for them. (probably by their parents?) From a young age, they enter the best kindergarten, top schools, perfect SATS, Harvard after that and idk what. Others are just idling their lives away, waiting for something to happen. For me? I wish I knew, or at least the gist of it but i really do not know for now. Or maybe I have a slight idea just that I do not wish to admit it. Hahahahha. 

Blogshops Alert!

ALERT ALL BLOGSHOPS!!!

I know I have been an extremely lousy evil person who refuses to reply my emails and please forgive me for that! I have decided that I will be doing more blogshop shoots during this month that I ll be back! Till end July! Do email me if you are keen on hiring me for shoots and I PROMISE TO REPLY YOU!! However, I may not be able to do all cause I also want to enjoy my break back! But I promise to try my best!!! :) 

Email me at triciahwam@gmail.com

21st PART I

Lunch at Imperial Treasure to start off the day cause I woke up late. 

Mae and Sean came to surprise me before 12am. Heheheh! But I kinda ruined my own surprise cause I came out of the room while they were trying to sneak in. Hhahhahahahahah. 

My favourite! 

Went shopping and stumbled upon a balloon shop at the basement of Ion. Hahahahha. 

Happiest girl with all my balloons!

Dinner later that night at Min Jiang @Goodwood Park Hotel.

They serve the best chinese food. 

W Hotel for the next two nights!

Yes I had my own pool in my room! Wahahahha!

My mom just had to take this picture. 

PART II coming up next.

Sorry would not be enough.

About two years ago I started hanging out with this group of friends. They are a bunch of friends I would never want to lose, the most genuine, real and honest. Hanging out w them made me extremely happy and I would do anything to protect this friendship. I never had such a bunch of friends who were so true. They took care of me, watched out for me and everytime I hung out with them, I feel truly happy. Of course they made fun of me too, but I secretly did not hate it or dislike it as much as I showed it to them or made faces about it. I had never had yknow what u called a "clique" and I always envied people who had a group of real friends like them. My best friend were usually only one person and of course, thats Mae Tan. The so called others, not even worth mentioning. 

To be able to hang out with their clique, its prolly one of the best things that happened to me and I've never been more honoured. Yet just cause of a moment of fucking foolishness, stupidity, recklessness, I hurt them, disappointed the two who were the best to me. Though they didn't scold me or say much, I wished they did cause it hurt more that they didn't. I wished they would just shout and scold me as much as they want. I had made them so disappointed and upset and they don't deserve it at all. They were the best to me, the best of the best. I know that even if they said that its okay or anything, deep down inside it wont. Things would never be the same again. I had hurt those who were the best to me and even if they could forgive me, I would never be able to ever forgive myself. Never.

But I gotta face the consequences of my actions and answer for it. Being drunk is not a reason or excuse and I should know that well enough.

Polyvore Set #1

Sharing some of the foundations + tinted moisturisers + concealers + primer with SPF that I use. 

Foundations: Benefit Hello Flawless, MAC Studio Fix, Revlon Photoready. 

Tinted moisturisers: NARS and Laura Mercier. 

[Tinted moisturisers are moisturisers with some form of coverage but very slight as compared to liquid foundations (Revlon Photoready)]

Concealers: MAC and Benefit's Boi-ing.

Primer with SPF: MAC Prep + Prime.

(Will be posting up more of such sets! Do comment on my ask fm to let me know what kind of sets you would like to see!)

19 June 2013 OOTD

What I wore today:

Dress from Ashincans. Available in Grey and Navy Blue. 

www.ashincans.livejournal.com

Made of quality lyrca-ish material which I love and feel absolutely comfortable in! 

I love the dress so much, I got both colours. Hahahhahaha. 

19 June 2013

BACK IN SUNNY SINGAPORE. 

< 48hours

Hellooooo! I'll be back in singapore in less than 48 hours and I can hardly contain my excitement. Hehehee. Getting back to singapore means quite a big deal this time. The first week back is gonna be crazy but I am all prepared for it! Hehehehhe. Guess who's turning 21? 

I finally get to see my zara sweetiepie hunnybunchkins.♡♡♡

Makeshift room in OZ Land.

Welcome to my makeshift room in this land faraway from home. 

Hahahhaha despite it being crazily messy most of the time, I actually gotta admit I pretty much love this makeshift room of mine. Its where I feel the safest in the whole of australia, and where I feel most safe. With pictures/memories stuck all over the room, I can't help but get attached to it over awhile. 

This is where I spend most of my time in, missing my home back in singapore, crying once in awhile, yet this is where I can be myself and its the place where each and every item is chosen by me and means something. Hate it or love it, I am gonna enjoy every moment spent in this room. 

Whenever my friends see my room they just go WHOAA.

(I'll like to believe its a positive kind of WHOAA.) 

Summary of the different reactions: 

1. Too messy. 

2. Too many things. 

3. "How are you going to bring back everything when you graduate???"

4. "This is crazy." 

5. "This room is definitely yours." (Unicorns, random items everywhere, nail file in the middle of the room??, accessories, sweets, tidbits, junkfood, photos, etc.) 

6. "OMG, YOU ACTUALLY READ BOOKS??!" 

7. "OMG, IS THAT YOU??!" 

8. "Where did you get this??!" 

9. "Tricia ah, Tricia..." 

*Btw, the pictures below are taken AFTER i had cleared and tidied my room. Teehee. 

^ Had too many clothes and jackets so I got this rack at 9.90AUD (rough estimate) when I headed to Ikea. Plus I can't stand the wardrobe I was given cause its way too dark inside. By dark I mean, lack of light to see what I am digging for when I can't find a certain piece of clothing. Also, there were no shelves or anything. So I hang most of my thicker jackets and outer wear on this rack. The rest gets thrown in "the dark". 

^ Some shoes below my rack yet to be worn thus they're in the room. 

^ My favourite part of the room. Hahahahhah. Yes I am an absolute makeup junkie. I love mascaras, blushers, nail-polishes. I get a thrill and BIG sense of satisfaction looking at my expanding collection everyday. And the headbands above which I insisted on bringing over though I have no use for it at all.

^ This is a very redundant picture. But I just had to show-off my absolutely cute hello kitty extension plug I got in BKK. Judging by the number of wires I have under my table, I will not be surprised if I get electrocuted one day.  

^ My bedddd! And cute ginormous unicorn and horsey. OZ do not sell bolsters!! I had to lugg my bolster over so my bolster is extremely precious to me. 

^ Some of the bags I have here. (From left anticlockwise: Balenciaga, Alexander Wang, Topshop, Urban Orignals.) 

^ Crazy toiletries. HAHAHHAHHAHA. I have more at the other corner btw. 

End of my room tour. Hope you guys enjoyed and didn't go crazy.