Reminders

I am such a forgetful person. I need constant reminders. I wish I had this invisible thing/device which would remind me of them. Or maybe being invisible would be too much to ask for. How about a pair of lens which I can insert into me eyes. All my constant reminders would be on the lens so it would be engraved on everything thats in my sight. That way, I will never forget. Now I wish I am a mad scientist then I'll go invent it. Geez, I think I've been watching too many Mission Impossible movies or something. 

I need to remind myself who I am. What are my intentions, what is my reason for being here and what I should be doing and not doing. Remind myself of what I want from myself and when I look back at my life, how I would expect it to be. Who's important and what's important. Past mistakes and never to repeat them. What I said I would/wouldn't do and those "principles" I've had. 

"Whatever you are, be a good one" -Abraham Lincoln

I need to travel back to my primary school self for a while, to remind myself. 

I shouldn't try to be somebody I'm not. I need to be comfortable with myself and just take a chill pill.  

If I gotta try so hard to be somebody you want, that's being fake and I don't really want that do I? 

Now I really wonder how those "goth kids" do it. They know they get the stares and stuff, but yet they dont give two hoots. Really respect them. Sigh, then here I am judging them. RAWRRRRR. 

I.need.to.stop.it. 

p.s. I feel like I'm typing some motivational post now. Need to stop.