So i have finally came to this final decision that while other aspects of my life are working out pretty well, or more than well. Im probably not meant for love. Not family love since I definitely have no lack of that and am enjoying every single moment and second of it. But maybe yknow, those boy girl kind of love. Its also maybe the only thing my life lacks of as of now but im perfectly happy without it. I won't die from it, I suppose. Other than the fact that I realised that day that perhaps the world was ending since its gonna be dec 2012 and I am gonna die without experiencing true love, the boy girl kind like those in movies, and I kinda freaked out big time. There's always something wrong or the wrong timing blah blah. Tired of those. I have this mindset which has been supported by lots of evidence that maybe l'll never experience real true love, like those in movies. Boy girl love definitely does exist but maybe just not in my life. I've kinda accepted this fact and am taking it quite cool? But on second thoughts, if you think you love me in the boy girl kind of way, thats cool too. Hee.
"pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick and pull yourself together" -Liz Taylor
I know what you mean. I've realised that I shouldn't watch too much movies and dramas, because it gives people high expectations of what love is like. So many don't even know whether it's love, let alone true love.
ReplyDeleteHigh expectations = Disappointment.