01 October 2012
Dear Ruffs,
Its been two years since you left. A lot of things have changed since you left or maybe its just me who has changed. Are you above in doggy heaven watching? Sometimes I feel you slowly fading away in my memory. Yet sometimes, you come back and hit me in the mind like a tornado and I can just start crying while thinking of you. Zara reminds me alot of you. That day when I got back to singapore after so long and saw her, for a moment I thought she was you. But you will always be my dear Ruffy. And Zara will always be Zara. You are both two different dogs who mean the world to me. That day I brought Zara out for a walk and brought her to the park. I brought her down the slide with me, just like what I did with you when I was a young child. It kinda intrigues me how similar you both are. I apologise from the bottom of my heart how I haven't had even courage to go to the well where they put your ashes to visit you though I keep saying that I want to. I guess I am just too cowardly. But mommy says that your soul is no longer in the ashes and you're already in doggy heaven.
I miss you so much, do you know that?
Loves,
Tricia
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