Things change, people change. Thats a harsh fact that I find hard to deal with personally, even up till now. But I have to admit, I have changed too. Im not the same person I was two days ago, two years ago. Things I would do in the past, it would kill me to do that now. My views, my thoughts, my feelings have changed. I pray that its for the better. However, if it isn't, I just hope that one day in the near future, I'll be able to look back and tell myself, I've changed from the person at this moment, to a better one. I won't do a lot of things I would do for you anymore, I don't feel the way I feel. I'm now a being with stronger thoughts.
Some things have passed, and the chance gone forever. You've lost it now. You've lost someone who would have risked and would do anything for you, someone who tried her best for you in everything she did and would never do what you did to her, never ever. Someone you would never be able to find again, compared to everyone else. Someone who fought for you. Now its gone, forever. This time, forever is not a lie.
Don't ever say I didn't fight for you.
Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work.
- James Frey, A Million Little Pieces
Now nothing will work.
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