1:58am

I haven't been up to much these days. It was the perfect rainy weather to sleep in today and I woke up at 4 plus. Had a bad throat and spent the day lying in bed watching my korean drama. Same thing as last night, and the previous night before, my time had all been dedicated to my korean dramas. Lying in bed, with a bowl of ice cream, watching my drama, its one of the most shiok ways to kill time. 

Everyone around me, or at least on instagram, is going crazy about the Heirs. And its killing me too. I gotta admit I am one of the "crazy ones" too. But I get so upset every time when the episode ends at the most crucial period and you know I cant tolerate sad endings. I feel a need to carry on watching till there's a happy scene I am satisfied with between the male and female lead. And thus it was kinda of a torture every week waiting for two episodes to come out. So my friend told me that she had stopped watching and was gonna wait till all the episodes had been aired and watch it all together. I followed her and thus now I am controlling myself. 

In the meantime, I had no dramas to watch so I dug up "Goong" or otherwise known as Princess Hours. Hahhahaha. This was aired probably during my secondary school days and I remember watching it and liking it. So I am rewatching it now. However, watching it now again feels much more different than watching it in secondary school, or at least according to my memory. I get different thoughts, it hits me differently. In the past it was more of "but the other guy is cuterrrrr!!!" while now I kinda focus more on what they say, the content? Does this means I have matured? Well, I really hope so? *crosses fingers and toes* Well, however watching the same drama all over again is kinda boring for me. So I have finally come to a scene where the leads are happily together and I have decided to stop the whole drama. Yes, it took me 16 episodes to stop at a scene I am happy at but its better than continuing all the way till the 24th episode which is the end. *claps hands and throws confetti*

"In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it." - Mitch Albom, Five People You Meet In Heaven