Bus rides

I often tend to find myself landing up in buses when i am feeling low. I ll plug in my music, play the saddest of my songs and stare out of the bus window. Though often there is nothing much to look at, just your typical Singapore surroundings, I somehow find myself enjoying this whole thing. It's somehow like a therapy for me. The kind which helps u relax and u don't have to spend too much on it, unlike retail therapy. 

For the past few days, I have been spending excessively. Way over. I wish I can blame it on me feeling down but that would make it worse. It would mean that I probably have a shopping disorder? Hahahaha.

So my friend encouraged me to take the bus. And I took up this challenge. Thank God she helped me find out which bus I was supposed to take. I have no idea. Well thankfully I can recognize the roads quite well.

My mom called just now and asked where I was. I told her on the bus. She got a shock. What are u doing on the bus? Why are u on a bus? Where are u alighting? Idk honestly. My mom kinda senses something wrong maybe. Just get off the place nearest to home and take a cab home ok? Is her reply. 

See days like this when tricia acts like this, instead of being happy, it gets worrying i guess. 

I need to get back on my two feet and sort things out. Like where this stupid bus is headed and where to stop. 

And it's freezing on the bus. I've hit teen too engrossed in this thing. Need to stop and figure where I'm headed.