The past few days has been such a crazy emotional roller coaster, I can't even %&^%Q^#^*Q#. Countless unhappy things and never ending tears. Arguments and harsh words exchanged. Please don't let 2013 be another year filled with sadness. I had so much hopes for this year but its been pretty disappointing. Its like I can never be happy for a long period. My happiness lasts for a few minutes maybe and soon something comes along and boom, spoils it. Why, why, why. Is my whole life gonna be like this? One moment I'm laughing till my stomach hurts and the next moment this wave of sadness comes over and overwhelms me that I can't breathe. Its like sadness is my oxygen? That would be so sad.
If they say shit happens in life, then shit is literally my oxygen huh?
[Everything I've liked, became everything I've lost.]
I'm so sick of all these. _|_
I'm so sick of all these. _|_
Hey Tricia,
ReplyDeleteI don't know you personally, am just a reader but I must say you are too beautiful to feel this damaged too often.
Yeah I may not know you, but from the way you portray yourself in this online realm you really seem to be a free-spirit with a good heart. Just know that if it's not a happy ending, then it's not the end yet! :)
It's human to feel the way you feel, but you must know that there are always people out to there put you down and make you feel the damn-est of all feelings but there will always, ALWAYS, be people rooting for you (especially Zara haha).
Hope this comment can encourage you whenever you're feeling low.
Love,
Your reader
Hi Cheryl!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for leaving such a genuine and encouraging comment! I really apprecaite it and you have no idea how much it means to me. :)
I guess I do have quite alot of bad days but I definitely do have my good days too. Or maybe I just get too emotional and stuff. Yes, I am sure that good days lie ahead and one day I'll just look back at these sad posts and tell myself that I survived it!
Hahhaha yes Zara! She means so much to me and is definitely my sunshine! Yeah sometimes I tend to get a little too affected by haters as some of them really hit a sensitive spot but I guess the more they wanna bring me down, the more I will not be put down or I'll just let them achieve their goals.
Once again, thankyou so much for this comment! It will definitely help me alot when I'm feeling low and a big source of encouragement for me! You're a beautiful person and I'm so happy that there are still people like you around. :) God bless you!
Tricia.